Reason for my lack of activity?

Well, I'm not gonna expand on it, but basically I've been... not depressed but close, thus I have no inspiration or will to do anything here, or any other site for that matter. I've been neglecting dA, with the comments and deviations list growing each day... I just deleted most of the deviations a few hours ago, I only saw the thumbnails and only the ones that got my eye, I full view them and favorite them. And only left comments in like a very few of them. Also just finished replying to EVERY ONE of the comments and REPLIES I had!

I'm leaving for three weeks on October 28 (tomrrow) to my uncle's house to see if I can find a job where he lives, I don't know if I will have internet access or not, so I may not be back for a while after that date. My plans are get a job first, so I can take out a student loan and go back to college (still not sure on what to study, if continue in Film Production or if I should go to acting, since it has always been my main passion, I just studied Film Production to play it safe).

I was going to take commissions but I couldn't figure out PayPal on time, and now I feel if I take a commission they may not get done. I don't know if I'll have internet access on my uncle's house or if I do, how long will I have it. So please forgive my lack of replies after today! I was going to post a last post, but... stupid me, after I finished it (it wasn't that high quality or anything), but... after I finished I thought I had saved it (with SAVE AS) so when I closed Photoshop it asked me if to save the changed I made to the original picture, so I clicked NO (I don't save over the originals)... well it turns out I NEVER SAVED AS the work, so... I deleted all my work. So sorry for that but... no last post before leaving!

Oh and and hits just keep coming.... I just found out my Mac have hit the list of Vintage/Obsolete models on the official Apple list. So add another blow to my current situation.